"Its gonne be really hard. And we’re gonna have to work at this every day. But I want to do that, because I want you." -Noah (The Notebook)

"Its gonne be really hard. And we’re gonna have to work at this every day. But I want to do that, because I want you." -Noah (The Notebook)



They say that love is just around the corner, you don’t have to desperately search for it because it will come in the right place at the right time. Some also says that it will come and go, if it’s not for you then let it go because the more you pursue love the more it became paler.

Well actually we all do have different perspective in love and relationship because as for my experience there are no two different relationships that will be the same, because for sure it will have a different situation, different feelings, different ending and beginnings, and most of all it will have different laughter and happiness. Every love and relationship is different from each other, we cannot weigh or compare it unless it’s not really love that we feel.

Love has many disguise, it might be lust that is disguised as love where you think you’re in love to someone because she’s beautiful, cute, pretty, hot, sexy and good in bed, good kisser or for some other luscious reasons or sometimes what people call physical attraction. Physical attraction is one of the most deceiving kind of a disguise for love due to first impression and its human nature where we fall for someone’s looks or what we physically see.

The other one I encountered is the most common among teenagers of today, infatuation. Its human nature, we all do get infatuated some time in our lives, either we were fascinated by an individual’s physical feature, intelligence or how they deal with things, to make it short by their personalities and attitude.

Bible based, there are only three kinds of love but I haven’t read any about the disguised it does, but as I think of it while writing this one all those disguise will fall on those three categories; Eros, Philia and Agape.

Well, enough of that introduction because the reason as to why Im writing this is because of someone who brought back the smile on my face and that feeling we called “LOVE”. That girl I was talking about, she also made me see and taught me that there’s still a silver lining regardless of what and even if I bet on what we have or had all-in it won’t be put in vain. If you continue reading this post you might say I’m a fool for loving her, but this is the first time Im betting something for a situation that is full of complication and most of guys out there won’t even take seriously.

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Im always afraid that when i start to get close to people they will lose interest in me cause I’m broken and have to many problems

quite fearsome in some ways… but theres always a way to overcome fears right.?! :)